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I'm not sure what to think, right now.
I went to check on Saber last night and there were bloodstains all over his sheets. He wasn't there. I panicked, thinking something had happened.

Something did happen.

Saber is fine. Better than fine, actually. Apparently the ass went and had himself bitten. I didn't ask details. I don't know if it was intentional or if it was accidental. He seems excited about it, though. I haven't seen him with this much enthusiasm in Turns...

I'm happy for him, I guess. I'm also terrified - not for myself, not for him, just...I don't even know.

I hope he knows what he's doing. This isn't going to be as easy of a transition as he thinks it will be. A vampire assassin. Is that even allowed?
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Now it's time for me to go
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

Just a note

Dear saber_raven,

This is for you.

Fuck off ♥,

Unexpected meetings

Well, that was the last thing I expected to see, last night.
I was just lounging there, talking to that nice man, what was his name? Krecek? Everything seemed pleasant, and relaxing afterward...and then there he was.
Why? How long has he been here?
My mind hasn't stopped racing about it, yet. I'm feeling horrified, nervous, guilty anxious...and also happy. Why am I happy? What is bloody wrong with me?!

I'm horrified, not because I'm scared to die, but for my friends.
I'm nervous because I don't like not knowing what's going to happen. I hate unpredictable events.
I'm guilty because...because it's partially my fault that it came down to this, regardless of what anyone else has said to me. I want to apologize...but they keep saying I have no reason to.
I'm anxious because I can tell something is going to happen. This makes everything more interesting.
I'm happy because...well... That's a whole story in it's own, I think.

I told Saffron. She seemed irritated and protective of me, but not concerned for herself. I guess that's no big surprise.
I'm not telling Saber. He's a big boy. He'll find out on his own.

I need a drink.


It seems as if my mun has locked me in my room for a second time. I'm starting to grow suspicious as to the reasons for this.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the fact that she at least closes me in with an impressive amount of produce, fresh water and juice, but...why?
Is there someone out there that no one wants me to see?


What a peculiar place this is... Though I haven't met many people, I think I enjoy it, so far. I really should be more social...

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